What a day
Nov. 8th, 2003 12:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
neongraalThe short of it is I have a sister-in-law now.
The long of it is quite long and I'm just back from the wedding so it'll have to wait.
Anyway the main reason I had to write is that I figured something out.
And It's something that really saddens me. I have a number of my friends keep telling me that I'm not picky, any female with a pulse will do.
And that's true on one level, and so not on another.
Physical attraction for me is easy. Female, comfortable in her own body, a nice smile and nice hair.
It's the other the mental that's difficult. And what get's me so down. I hate to most people who assume the worst or seem to not understand that you don't want to play them.
Suffice to say that I'm not feeling in a good space right now on some levels and feeling in a really good one on others.
And that's interesting in it's own right.
The long of it is quite long and I'm just back from the wedding so it'll have to wait.
Anyway the main reason I had to write is that I figured something out.
And It's something that really saddens me. I have a number of my friends keep telling me that I'm not picky, any female with a pulse will do.
And that's true on one level, and so not on another.
Physical attraction for me is easy. Female, comfortable in her own body, a nice smile and nice hair.
It's the other the mental that's difficult. And what get's me so down. I hate to most people who assume the worst or seem to not understand that you don't want to play them.
Suffice to say that I'm not feeling in a good space right now on some levels and feeling in a really good one on others.
And that's interesting in it's own right.
