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On the morning after the weekend before
Sep. 29th, 2003 08:53 amWhat a weekend, started out great (what I can remember of it, but copious amounts of alcohol and friends will do that) segued through mellow (briefly stopping in dehydrated and achey) moved on to muddy and wet then onto tired, cold, companionable, good, companionable and then finally descended into despair and loneliness.
So in order:
Great: Friday night was drinkies (to get drunk) at A and P's with a hordette of my friends. Drinking "Family business" started the evening and it degenerated (in a good way) from there. I proper tradition I can't remember details but I remember a good time being had by all.
Mellow: Awoke saturday morning a little before others and read a bit outside before returning to try the couch and snoring some more. The a kick ass breakfast was conjured by food Wrangler extraordinaire Lil'Chef (and helpers) before gaming and shooting the breeze ensued.
Muddy and wet: Lunch was Stew and then I assisted the assemblage of a garden shed. which, due to the tight confines of where it was to go, required some re-assembly. During this time it began to rain lightly.
Tired: The eveing was a couple more games before heading home, delivering my passenger and then making acquaintenance with my own bed.
Companiable: Gaming at Y's place was scheduled for the afetrnoon and S (who I was giving a lift over) came over in the morning to keep me company through chores, eat fresh bread and watch some Firefly.
Good: Gaming was good. Turned out only S and I could make it and so Y and us played some board games, entertained Y's baby (and husband) and ate some yummy food.
Companiable: Dropping S home I stopped in with her housemates and watched a Buffy ep with some conversation thrown in.
Despair and Loneliness (though possibly not in that order): the real point of this entry I suppose.
It is really painful when the friends you enjoy being with end up causing you pain through not fault of their's. just cause they are in a place where you soo want to be. And the social events that you enjoy going to do not show any sign of being able aid in the achievement of these heartfelt desires.
At least the weather reflects my mood, but I'm I usually really enjoy a good storm. Not today.
So in order:
Great: Friday night was drinkies (to get drunk) at A and P's with a hordette of my friends. Drinking "Family business" started the evening and it degenerated (in a good way) from there. I proper tradition I can't remember details but I remember a good time being had by all.
Mellow: Awoke saturday morning a little before others and read a bit outside before returning to try the couch and snoring some more. The a kick ass breakfast was conjured by food Wrangler extraordinaire Lil'Chef (and helpers) before gaming and shooting the breeze ensued.
Muddy and wet: Lunch was Stew and then I assisted the assemblage of a garden shed. which, due to the tight confines of where it was to go, required some re-assembly. During this time it began to rain lightly.
Tired: The eveing was a couple more games before heading home, delivering my passenger and then making acquaintenance with my own bed.
Companiable: Gaming at Y's place was scheduled for the afetrnoon and S (who I was giving a lift over) came over in the morning to keep me company through chores, eat fresh bread and watch some Firefly.
Good: Gaming was good. Turned out only S and I could make it and so Y and us played some board games, entertained Y's baby (and husband) and ate some yummy food.
Companiable: Dropping S home I stopped in with her housemates and watched a Buffy ep with some conversation thrown in.
Despair and Loneliness (though possibly not in that order): the real point of this entry I suppose.
It is really painful when the friends you enjoy being with end up causing you pain through not fault of their's. just cause they are in a place where you soo want to be. And the social events that you enjoy going to do not show any sign of being able aid in the achievement of these heartfelt desires.
At least the weather reflects my mood, but I'm I usually really enjoy a good storm. Not today.
